I am 20 years younger than my boyfriend, and I’ve learned a lot about how to handle an age gap relationship. This makes for some unique relationship conflicts, but we both seem to be up for the challenge.
It also makes for some strange self awareness, and that is what this post is about.
EDIT: I originally posted this in 2013, and we were married in 2015! The date I’m writing this is April 2019, and I’ve continued to learn lessons. Look for updates on this post <3
Dating Someone Older: 3 Things You’ll Notice
#1: Awareness Of My Age
When we started dating, I became hyper aware of my (young) age. Some background…
A few years ago I worked at Curves, a women’s only gym. The older ladies would always remind me of my youth and inexperience. They would reminisce about their own younger days, how little they knew, how much they changed.
When they were younger, they didn’t know any better. They weren’t aware of their twenty-something-ness when they were in their twenties; but seeing me in their maturity reminded these ladies of themselves.
The thing is, dating someone in an age gap relationship who has this much maturity on me makes me unnervingly aware that I am a twenty-something. So not only am I stumbling around in the dark trying to find myself, but I am now completely aware that I a stumbling around in the dark trying to find myself…and it is weird. I know some of my reactions to things are immature. I know there are things going on in the world that I don’t care about because I’m focused on my twenty-something stuff.
2: Awareness Of My Friendships
I noticed that many of my friendships lacked the depth I saw in my boyfriend’s friendships. I think this depth comes from age…
I am also more aware of my lack of deep friendships in this age gap relationship with my boyfriend. I have a small circle of women I’m close to, an amazingly awesome group of cycling friends, many random friends I met through my boyfriend, and a couple old friends I met through church or school.
Twice now in the past two years, I disconnected from huge groups of people with whom I’d spent most of my social time. There were reasons for it. It was painful, but it also led to growth and independence.
Even though the changes were good, starting over socially has meant that my inner circle is small. My boyfriend has many deep, meaningful, long-term friendships. I admire that.
3: Awareness Of My Career
I realized how early I feel in my career, and the fact that I wasn’t yet on a clear career path…
I also feel like I am “finding myself” in regards to career, and I think it has to due with being in this age gap relationship. This year I think I may have found my niche; but its been a journey getting there, and I have a lot to learn.
My guy had a clear vision and passion when he was my age, and he specialized and became really spectacular at something. I’m still floating around trying to do everything I like, and not really an expert at anything (yet).
The wonderful is being inspired by someone with more life experience. Most people like to give advice, but it is really nice just to observe and see someone’s experience, then decide what I want for myself.
My Advice For Dating Someone Older
I originally wrote this post back in 2013, and as of writing this, we’ve been happily married since 2015.
I knew I’d look back on the years during our early dating and roll my eyes at myself. Just like those women at Curves, I’ll laugh at how seriously I took everything. I’ll also be grateful, though.
All those things turned out to be true.
And with more years of hindsight, experience and wisdom, there are a few questions you should ask yourself before dating or marrying someone with a significant age gap.
Consider your goals.
When marrying or dating in an age gap relationship, I highly recommend considering your long term goals. For example, while Chris and I can have kids of we wanted to, the big age difference adds complications.
As we are, I’m happy without being a mother and I don’t see that changing.
But that’s a huge consideration.
Consider your support.
This really applies to any relationship, but one thing that made our age gap relationship easier in the beginning was a strong support system. Our friends were supportive immediately, but family took time to warm up.
Additionally, I’m glad I was in therapy at the time we started dating. There is a lot of stigma around age gap relationships, and I liked having a professional to hear my speak and give me feedback. I wanted to make sure my own intentions were good ones, and I wanted accountability in regards to how the relationship was going over all.
I’m glad I had that support. And really, I think having a mentor in your twenties is a game changer anyway.
Are you in an age gap relationship?
Have any of you ever dated someone older? Someone younger? What were the challenges? What did you like?