Grief

Dear Dad 4.12.12

Dear Dad,

First of all, I am grateful for the ways I am like you. I love my awkward and slightly inappropriate sense of humor. I love being outdoors and having mini adventures. I am frugal with my finances, and I like to plan. When I am upset about something, I usually get quiet. I don’t always feel the need to explain myself. I feel deeply. Sometimes my feelings are so intense, that when I am in the most pain I have nothing to say. Sometimes, I prefer to be alone. I am intuitive learning new software. Math fascinates and excited me.

I know you are proud of where I am today. I know you are amazed by me, because you told me so. I can only imagine what you must think of it all now. I am accomplishing my goals, and my dreams are getting bigger.

I feel that if you were here now, we would have spiritual conversations we have never been able to have before.

I am grateful for the time of healing we had before you died, and that we could relate to each other in that way. Thank you for sharing your experience, strength and hope with me. I wish I had known you better, but I learn more about you as I live my life.

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One Comment

  • Sue Reno

    That made me cry…
    I love you so very much!!
    Mom

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